Partly Sunny, Partly Cloudy

Well my parent's showed up for another extended stay last night. Bless them.

This morning I really overslept and missed AA and swimming. Will do that tomorrow.

Today's weather (aka my emotional state) was turbulent and changed frequently gaining a brief mention on the weather channel. I needed to borrow the folks car this morning to run some errands and noticed a major design flaw. The car only has windshield wipers on the outside. The amount of precipitation generated inside the car was considerable but did not make driving conditions dangerous.

Upon getting home my folks were getting ready for the day. Thank god they sleep late. We went to Cosi. Nothing exciting but it was good to get out. I told them I wanted to go home and would walk to the metro. By this point I was in some type of emotional shock with all types of thoughts about how to deal with the end of my relationship with the woman that I love. I had delusions of the phone ringing and Elise saying she had made a big mistake and wanted to come home to the floodgates opening when reality hit a little closer. I finally decided that I will try to write a letter saying we both need time to heal and get over our relationship but I need to know we will be friends at some point in the future. Delusional, mental double talk, probably but right now whatever gets me through the day is OK. I'll run this by my therapist on Monday. Hoping to make a flight out to California in October or November when things have had time to settle down and heal.

Night all. Please continue to send your love and thoughts.

K.